Sometimes, I sit and wonder, what could be, what has to be, and what will be. I can’t help but wonder what will happen in the future. How will I die? Will it be from myself? In pain? Peaceful? Slow? Fast? I want to know. Yet, if I know. I will wait. I will sit and wonder when it will happen. Maybe, life is supposed to be a surprise. I don’t like surprises. I want to know. I want to know ~KENZIE~
just fuck me hard but also bring me flowers and cuddle with me on sundays and drink tea and watch movies afjklsvss
- feeling safe and secured
- it feels so warm mmmm
- straight to sleep bc comfy
- face full of hair
- one dead arm
- awkward boner
- too hot/can’t wiggle
- someone’s drool on neck
- holding in farts
- fart all ya want
- perfect temperature
- get up and go on tumblr anytime
- Get to grind your booty into the Big Spoon’s junk
- Handful of boob
shower me in various black items of clothing and hundred dollar bills
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It’s so sad that some of the loveliest and kindest people dislike themselves a lot
fall colors - black
winter colors - black
spring colors - black
summer colors - black
i think freckles, stretch marks, tattoos, bruises, birthmarks and scars are probably the coolest thing, you started with almost a blank canvas and look at u now, all this evidence that you’ve lived and the sun has shone on you and you’ve grown and maybe tripped up a few times and liked an image so much u made it a permanent part of u, beautiful.
That’s one of the most uplifting things I’ve readThis needs to get passed around more
This is my recovery post.
I’m sure most of you have seen the gif of me where I take off my shirt and show my scars. Well this is me…a year later now. I have recovered immensely. Many of The scars still show but they are only reminders of how far ive come. Now don’t get me wrong I still suffer from self harm but I’m working on a month and a half clean. I have some amazing people to thank for my recovery and stability.
Destiny my ex and her family for giving me a home when I was homeless
Lily my best friend who I have just lost
Lizzy another friend I lost
Jessica the most amazing friend who kept me alive when I first started self harming
Jenna another person who’s family has taken me in
Cassie me ex for always being there for me through the best and the worst
Nick for becoming my brother and giving me a reason to fight and survive and also for inspiring me
Camryn for taking care of me when I lost the most precious person in my life
And most of all my wonderful, beautiful, precious, adorable, and loving girlfriend Haylee Hansen…she is the biggest reason I’m alive today…without her I’d be nothing. She’s the reason I fight, the reason I’m free of self harm, the reason I’m forcing myself to win this battle of life
I couldn’t have gotten this far without any of you guys, especially Haylee.
And one more big Thankyou to all you tumblr people
Thanks so much for the love and support. You all mean so much to me
I love you
Keep your head up darling, the tears can’t fall if you’re looking up.